I've had a couple of CZs, over the years. Great shooters, really a modernized/optimized BHP, but... I've never been able to get on with the PlayMobile People safety & slide release. Purely a psychological thing. They go "bang" every time, and point very naturally.
Being "destitute of reason", you could Google, "CZ Shadow 2 Compact, Sezzle" and see where you can buy it on 4 installments with no fees.
I could not call myself a contributing member if I did not contribute to enablement occasionally, now could I?