Yeah, it might be making it worse. I'd ditch the loose SIC and just try paper.It's super weird. Got it from a guy on eBay with lots of these weird looking Charnleys. Is it a Charnley? I dunno. It's certainly extremely hard.
I have been lapping it with 60 sic for a very long time. It's flat, except for the cracks. Thing is, when I lap through one crack I hit another one. It's a bit chippy round the cracks, so wondering if the sic is making it worse, not better.