Welcome to B&B!
Actually, I have found several razors that I'm perfectly happy with. I like collecting vintage for nostalgia sake, and it's fun trying out different modern ones. But I guess I am in pursuit of something "better", even though it most likely doesn't exist. There have only been a small percentage of razors that I haven't gotten along with.Welcome to Badger & Blade!
Going back and fourth just means, you haven't found the razor you love yet, or the shaving routine hasn't been dialed down quite yet. I have faith that you will get there.