You can do it!
(Sorry if this sounds like rambling)
I was thinking about the past few days. Reasons to quit, and roadblocks in my way. I wanted to quit to be healthy for my wife and kids. January 12, 2013 will be 3 years since my wife has quit. For the past 3 years, I have been sneaking around, smoking at work. I've tried to hide it from her, but I know that you can't hide something like that. I've been on Bupropion for a long time, smoking during that time. I didn't think it would help me quit. It's because I haven't really wanted to quit before now. Because of my history with depression, I cannot take Chantix. Last Friday, I threw away nearly a full pack of cigarettes and a new lighter. I have a new van, and I've tried not smoking in the van, because it smells so bad. Now that the weather has turned, I don't really want to go outside to smoke anymore, either.
I've caught a cold, and while that sucks, I remember that if I were smoking right now, how much worse my cold would be. I've also found that my sense of smell has gone WAY up. And, I'm almost hyper-sensitive to those who do smoke. I try not to say anything to my friends that smoke, because I don't want to be "one of those guys". Things taste different, too. I think the biggest thing right now is salt. Everything tastes too salty to me. I'm not sure if that's because I've quit, because I have a cold, or some other underlying reason...
I've kept it up this long, I don't see a reason to stop now. Thank you so much for all of your support. I think I will continue to post here to let everyone know how my success is going.
Josh
its all downhill from here, mate