I am having an affair,
I saw her on line and in a weak moment reached out for her. My old gal has been with me for my whole life and dont get me wrong -I love her, any man would say that I am lucky to have her shes first class and in terrific shape for pushing 50 a real looker! My fling -She is exotic and foreign, new and exciting with a wry grin and a bit of a temper if I dont give her enough attention. I just find myself thinking about her, when I walk into the room she always seems to catch my eye and be winking at me! I guess you could say that when we get together and are close she does things to me that are hard to describe but feels so good. I just cannot stop hoping we will get closer. I have that excited sick to my stomach feeling when I hold her! My old squeeze did the exact same thing so why am I straying? Is it the lure of the chase? The newness and excitement? Midlife crises I dont know!
Am I wrong for behaving this way?
I saw her on line and in a weak moment reached out for her. My old gal has been with me for my whole life and dont get me wrong -I love her, any man would say that I am lucky to have her shes first class and in terrific shape for pushing 50 a real looker! My fling -She is exotic and foreign, new and exciting with a wry grin and a bit of a temper if I dont give her enough attention. I just find myself thinking about her, when I walk into the room she always seems to catch my eye and be winking at me! I guess you could say that when we get together and are close she does things to me that are hard to describe but feels so good. I just cannot stop hoping we will get closer. I have that excited sick to my stomach feeling when I hold her! My old squeeze did the exact same thing so why am I straying? Is it the lure of the chase? The newness and excitement? Midlife crises I dont know!
Am I wrong for behaving this way?