it's a shame but I've lost faith in the company so I just feel like the long hours are a total waste and in turn this just makes me miserable for my work week.
I know how you feel. We *HAD* a really awesome team last year. But after a reorg I'm looking at myself in the mirror every morning asking why I bother to do one iota beyond what's required.
So, for me, what's required is that I interview a few places and move on. Been working on that for a couple of months.