I was getting ready for a meeting and my portfolio wasn't where I thought I left it. Thankfully I had my presentation backed up in several places, but I know my Parker 21 and my Ahab were both in there with a stack of my stationery and several other things I didn't want to lose. While it is possible I left it somewhere else, I have taken the house, car and office apart looking for it. Just another reminder to me not to invest in something I am unwilling to lose. I think my FPAD is over by choice and necessity. I still have my Pelikano Jr. but that is showing cracks in the cap after less than 6 months so if it finally goes it won't be replaced either. I think my actual lifestyle doesn't agree with what I want my lifestyle to look like.