You are so strong and a fighter just like my Dad. That is the reason god gave you a stage 4 cancer to fight, he knew one of the early stages would be like swatting a fly for you. God will not give us more than we can handle. Their are so many people praying for you and we will get through this. Keep in mind that love you have for your family and friends goes both ways and we will kick this in the butt. In the meantime I am coming over with my extremely cranky kids and we will have some blueberry pancakes (instead of your regular pop-tarts). Mom I love you more than words can say.